So, we're finally going to close this dreadful chapter of our lives. I bought a house and we will be moving in just a few days. Faith is very excited about the move and although I am sad to move out of the home where Faith has grown up over the past 5 years; I too am excited to start anew. It is a small blue house just 5 miles from where we are now. She will be able to stay in the same school district and I will stay at my current job. The only thing that will change are the walls around us and for that I am very thankful.  He will be home in less than two weeks and I'm excited for Faith to have her Daddy home. At the same time, I am very uneasy about what emotions I have not yet dealt with - as I have not seen him face to face since I found out what he had done (with the exception of him dropping her off after their vacation). I feel as though I am okay and that I have already moved on, but I am worried that there is anger or hurt that I haven't "let out", because I have not had the opportunity to speak to him face to face. God will help me with whatever may come up. And so long as he is the Dad to Faith that he should be, I think everything will be fine. chapter closes and a new one opens. Excited, anxious and scared all at the same time.

1 comment:

Betsy said...

Post some pics of the new house! Congrats.. How exciting! Sounds like a great new 2012 is ahead for you!